I like sexy.

american movies for the week. (chicago)

i don’t want to share anymore, what movies i’m seeing. only with actual people i talk to. i’m done with the internet. but this made me feel really great inside, so as i was buying my ticket for “wish i was here”, a women says…..What are YOU seeing? i know you. and i looked, she remembered me from both movies theatres, and honestly wanted to know what I was seeing. (that was fucking awesome, and i felt like a million bucks, that someone god damn noticed, i’m a movie person, and i do know what i’m talking about) also, i’m damn on, talking about snowpiercer!!!! so was she!!! asking me all about it (i’m telling you it’s the movie to see!!)

so .

guardian of the galaxy (this is the huge one, i wonder how it’s going to do)

get on up  (music people, take a look)

boyhood (the genius linkletter)

I origins 

magic in the moonlight (woody allen)

begin again (music people, take a look)

a most wanted man

(also , a french festival going on)

so this is actually going on in FL.
how is this even possible, that this entire thing is going on, based on something that is not even real.  truly amazing and perfect understanding of escapism. 
i remember sending a text to someone who was at this. 
and said. it was one of my dark comedy jokes… 
"how does a realist go to leaky con"?
moransky:

A story of my life

this is cute. 

moransky:

A story of my life

this is cute. 

i lived in miami beach, i traveled  the Caribbean.
the problems are the same, people are people, the world goes on.BUT, just the view is so much better, and i can wear all my pretty clothes, that are just left in my closet here in Chicago. 
i actually don’t care what happens to the world. the 1 percent controls it all anyways.  
blah.

i lived in miami beach, i traveled  the Caribbean.

the problems are the same, people are people, the world goes on.BUT, just the view is so much better, and i can wear all my pretty clothes, that are just left in my closet here in Chicago. 

i actually don’t care what happens to the world. the 1 percent controls it all anyways.  

blah.

(Source: sabonhomeblog)

i would love to crawl in this bed, and make the world go away. 
i just want off this bullshit.  mostly that is all it is. 
i know there is traffic in the tropics, but i’m almost there…… 
people are so shallow, fake and gross, and out for themselves, and i’m really sick of it. 

“hindsight is 20/20, the trick is, can you see it, as it is happening?
third eye divine.”

—   nvr

grow up.

i keep thinking about this saying, and i saw a movie yesterday that deals with this subject (wish i was here). there are so many confusing messages and no foundations for people to stand on. 

i have no answers. i can just pull off my own experiences and 2 million movies (who knows how many) that i have seen in my life. 

i can at least suggest to you, the out come what is going to happen, with all this internet life.  if you want to understand the endgame. 

it’s called “we live in public”. 

i personally don’t want any of this, none. i don’t want to know, and as a writer, i see more and more, disconnection in public life. it’s scary. 

all i can do, i try to be a good older sister, and fill in the space where my parents never gave me, being a good person, and growing up. and taking responsibility for yourself, and i’m not “just living my life”. OMG. if i only knew, HELL YES, i was effecting people. 

i personally think real life, is hard enough. 

hugs. 

more bad news, another leaving.

what a sad summer.  everyone i care about leaves. 

i’m not going to lie, i wiped a few tears away. 

oh hell yeah!!!! i really did like sharknado. i had no idea there was a 2. 
i recorded it, i have to watch this. sweet. 

what is green juice. or what i’m calling it.

it’s kale, spinach, celery (i hate this one, and ask to no to it) and than other fruits mixed in. like strawberry, pineapple, apples. etc.

i’m trying. 

i love sugar! and bread!. i’m trying to say NO.  at least in the afternoon.